How Would You Ever Know?

Its those times where I just feel utterly confused. And also, it HAS been awhile since I've let some emotion out on this dear blog of mine. Not for any reason in particular, just that I didnt exactly need to.

I thought after SPM was gonna be great for me. I mean, yeah dont get me wrong, I've had plenty of awesome times with my friends and everything but somehow there was just this something that kept pulling me down and I cant seem to understand what it is.

Partly its got to do with love and well, we all learn something every hour, everyday. I need to stop being so dependent on you. I just cant do this anymore, cos I dont think I can disappoint myself any further than I already have.

I'm so confused, its not even funny. But sometimes, all it takes is this one person to slap you back into reality and make you realize once again, what you're really worth. We cant predict the future, yeah we cant. Cos then we'd all be nostradamus right. Confusion can lead to so much problems, its annoying.

I dont know what to do..

Its Over!

Whattup whattup people!

I'm relieved to say prom is over! All that stress was just too killing la. "Kenot tekit" man. Prom was good and I had lotsa fun, hope everyone else did too! :)

I think next time I'm just gonna get an event planner la. Pay the fella. I'll never want to plan anything like this ever again, seriously.

Okay I'm super lazy to post up Prom pics but I definitely will do it soon alright? Whats sad is that when you plan an event like this, you're always running around and sadly I didnt get to take THAT many pics of my dolled up self that night. Very sad indeed.

Moving on, I need a job. So if any of ya'll out there know where I can get paid well by doing little work, please do not hesitate to let me know. Haha. Well I dont mind anything la, just lemme know anywaysss :)

Last night I was at Ruba's place with Kris d Fish,Pravind,Nick,Mike,Steve,Kyle & Besh. Got sloshed till I literally "hit" the floor. I was apparently getting help from Pra to go up the stairs when I lost balance and fell back. Wanna know what the best part was? I couldnt even remember that incident! Hahaha. Yeah that bad la. Was fun nonetheless. Will elaborate more when I upload the pics. Stupid butter myth, pfft!

Goin out for this dinner party thingy at Shangri-La KL now, so till the next post! Ta.

PROM UPDATES ya'll!

Helloooooooo Prom go-ers! :)

Okay so just so you guys knowwww, the time stated on the PROM TICKET, is the ACTUAL time the event is gonna start k. Registration starts at 6.30pm onwards, and we PLAN to start the event at 7.30pm.

As you all know, Subang Jaya traffic jams can be pretty unpredictable. So to avoid any complications, PLEASE leave your house early okay? You wouldnt wanna be caught in a jam!

Also, for those who plan to buy their ticket on that day, you should be early la k? For any details on purchasing LAST minute tickets, please call me, Nish @ 016-3838127, Shannya @ 016-2894030 and Nicole @ 012-6559542.

cheers! :)

The Night That Shall Not Be Named, ooo.

Ello ya'll. Okay I know that practically everyone has blogged about the POST-SPM night so it sort of saves me from the hassle of continuous blabbing. :)

It was definitely not what I (or anyone else for that matter) imagined it to be. Then again, don't we all like surprises? Or to be unpredictable? Hehe thats rightttt, nod your heads!

Right after our last paper, Neeqs and I rushed home to get ready to head off to the mall. I went to watch Madagascar with Pravind in the evening, had dinner at Italiannes and then later met up with the rest of the girls when the boyfriend left to meet up with the guys.

It turned out to be a sexist night, NOT as planned but well youuu see thats where the fun started, haha. Its those nights where you'll never forget, even though it was utterly crazy and scary-ish and whatever-ish, you'll still giggle about it when you recall those moments. ;)

Anyways, after jugs and jugs of Long Island Tea and shots of Tequila..there we were, having fun and actually letting loose after being caged up for too damn long (SPM lockdown)

Everyone is different right? Therefore, the intoxication was taken to different levels. For example,
- some became LOBSTERS. (yes you know who you are! ;)
- some started talking a weee bit too much there
- some got emotional
- some danced anyways
- some banged their head against the wall
- some wanted to beat some up, LoL (GANGSTA)
- some stoned
- and finally, SOME start reciting the damn BOYLES PHYSICS LAW! yes beat that shit yo! hahahahahaha.

Indeed it was hilarious but not everyone found it hilarious la. Ahem, heh. Despite of some being in denial of being intoxicated, the guys/boyfriends had to become our saviours of that night. We didnt need them riiiggght..? Or did we? :P

We couldnt "recall" why we were soaked, but all we remembered was that it was a hell load of fun. Got back to my place, sobered down and pigged out on McD's at 4am.

Record broken: NINE creatures, yes NINE, were able to fit in my room. Yes, how ah? Magic. Serious shit. Hahahaha.

Next morning, smudged make up, aching feet/muscles, smelly breath creatures, all to the mamak to have some roti canai :D

Afterrr dinnerrr :)

Still quite soberrr la, heh

Helll-o tipsyyyness.

So in conclusion, it was a night of mixed emotions. Although it was pretty funky, twas good fun anyways :)

ITS OVERRRRRRRR!!!!!!

OH YEAH, thats right.

SPM is fckin OVER bitchez! :P

Shit it feels so damn good, you have nooo idea.
Last day wearing the nurse-like uniform, last day wearing school shoes, last day everything! GAH! :) Was kinda sad but well, gotta move on la right. Hehe.

Partied like mad and well, dont really know how to describe that night somehow.
For those who remember, ALTERNATING CURRENT! Hahahahahaha.

Will blog about it soon, abit busy now with PROM preps. So much to do, so lil time.

Cheers ya'll!

One Week To Muthafckin FREEDOM!

Hello world.

This is just gonna be a short post, since I'm not even supposed to be blogging during the SPM period.

I just wanna let everyone know that I am indeed, still ALIVE. Haha.

Past two weeks have been absolute mental torture to the highest order, simply because the timetable was inconsiderately idiotic. I would rant about how irritated I was with it, but well I ain't got all day here unfortunatelyyy..

One more week till I am FREEE, its exhilarating just thinking about it. I cannot WAIT to get it over and done with. Biology is on Monday and Physics is on Tuesday, then EST on Thursday. I think I'm just gonna take a really really reaaaaally DEEP breath right after I'm done with Physics la.

I'm sorry for being really selfish and boasting about my freedom since I finish in a WEEK, but to those who are finishing a little later, dont worrry! :)

There's plenty of time to party after okay! Hehe.

Anyways, cheers to going through this epitome of high school! Loads of good times ahead ya'll. ;)

Much much love.

One Week to SPM!

Hey all, this is my LAST post till SPM is over.

Just wanna wish everyone GOOD LUCK and all the best!!

Keep working your ass off for this last month and it'll all be good :)

Cheers!